My love life!!! Here come the carpal tunnel...

Hi again! So I guess now that you know who I am, I should talk about my life some... First I'll start with my love life... Oh boy here we go... Anyway, so through most of my years of school, I never had a boyfriend... Kinda why I started to like girls... Never had a boyfriend so I thought "hey why not!" In 10th grade though it changed (Iwas still Bi though). I started researching Hypnosis, a hobby of mine. Joining several hypnosis groups on yahoo, I met a man named hypnoticpudding (yep silly name I know.) We chatted online and I agreed to let him trance me... I'm not going to say anything else about that night other than he pissed me off so much I should have stopped talking to him... but I didn't for some reason... We kept talking for a few months and eventually he confessed his love for me. Mind you, this was the first person to ever say that to me so i was shocked, but i agreed i had the same feelings and so we started dating. It wasn't easy, since we were in different states, me in WV and him in NY, but we made it work. We stayed together for 2 years until things got interesting... We met a girl named Carina. At first we were all friends, but eventually me and Jon fell in love with her as well and invited her into the relationship making it a 3 way relationship. This lasted a year and personally I loved it... until a certain incident... This marked the downfall of the relationship. Me and Jon made a decision of leaving Carina and being on our own again... By this time me and Jon had been together almost 4 years... Eventually, Jon had pissed me off and I broke up with him for Carina... Honestly I did this like 3 times... (I was very unstable after all this occured) but every time it didn't work so i would leave and return to Jon, who promised everytime to "do things better this time". Well during the Christmas months I thought a lot about Carina, especially when Jon was down for the holidays. Eventually I talked to her in January and said, after much consideration, I would leave Jon for Carina again. This only lasted 5 months however and I recently left her again in order to get life straight. It was a difficult decision but the stress of my life was killing me... and she sure wasn't helping. Who knows what the future holds... only time will tell.... Any more questions please feel free to leave a comment.

Who am I?

Welp guess since I said this is gonna be a blog about my life, I should tell you a little about myself eh? Well I'm currently a 20 year old girl who is having a rough life. I love games and music, as well as hypnosis and dancing. I typically play Starcraft 2, WoW (if you don't know what that means don't worry about it...), Magic the Gathering, and various console games. I am bisexual, we'll get to more on that later... I was a band geek (and let's face it, I still am) back in High School. I played baritone and trombone. I'm also Wiccan... If you have a problem with that then leave now... I don't want a ton of people going "you worship satan!!!" on my blog please. I live in Barboursville WV (NO I AM NOT A HICK! And yes West Virginia is a state >_>) which is a nice little town outside of huntington. I live in a little 2 bedroom appt with my mom, who is 52. I love her to death, she's like the sister and best friend I never had. We argue a lot but hey, doesn't everyone who gets along sometimes? I work (I think I'm gonna quit tomorrow) at the McDonalds near the mall... not the best but eh oh well. I'm apparently Bi polar and Depressed, as well as have a bad left knee. All in all, I'm a pretty lovable person. If you wanna know more, leave a comment or something I dunno how this place works....... :P

Welcome!

Hello all, and welcome to my blogg... I've never really made a blog so this is new to me lol. Anyway hi, my names Amanda and I guess I'm just gonna kinda write about my life here. Most of it will be about Wicca and my experiences with that, school, work, and relationships. Other than that though, who knows what else will be on here. Thanks for stopping by and feel free to read whatever's on here if you want! ^_^